2 dlm 1...

hemmm....got somthing to yell it out...
wraghhhhh... jelous nya.. tgk kengkwan dah masuk ke institut pengajian...
warhhh dah stat belajar something....
aku plak masih kat sini... not going anywhere....stand still at the same poll...
nope... i've to move on...
keep on learning and waiting.....
but it just turn me screw up...doing noting,,,
and i start feel my brain is very rusty ma~~~

on top of that,
today was quite refreshing day...
after kena balun dgn tali pinggang, then i realize that my dad still loves me...
muahaaaaa....sound so funny huh???
well, aku rasa bangga kerana sentiasa diperhatikan... bagus ayah.. good job!

other than that,
happy feeling...i can cook kuih cara ma~~~ i've learn from my aunt(cik ah)
it's really oishi...

well,
today, discussing bout dengki...
yer ker aku nih dengki...
tapi...
aku rasa aku wajar utk dengki...
yelah kalau tak dengki....
asyik2 aku jer yg kena wat suma benda...
my elder sis tu cam senang jer hidup jadi dia...
waaaaa....it's not fair..mana aci...
tapi kata cik ah,
sbb ada dengki tulah kita sentiasa rasa tak puas hati bila kena buat kerja...
so bila buat kerja tak puas hati means kita tak ikhlas,
so bila tak ikhlas camna la nak dpt pahala...
in other words, kita buat kerja tu sia2 jer..it just like a dust cos it means zero....

so, mulai hari nih aku ingat aku tak nak lah ada rasa dengki...
biarlah aku buat kerja tu...janji ada ganjaran...
yelah maksud aku ganjaran pahala bila buat kerja dgn ikhlas...
at the same time, bila aku tlg org or aku permudahkan kerja org lain...
in return, Allah akn tlg aku dan permudahkan kerja aku....

yeah, tak leh dengki2 k... bersabar k! if it's so hard to bear, juz let Allah know! cos He knows the best and He always be with patient ppl...